Recently I’ve started to feel less and less like myself. I’m really hating what is going on around me and I feel like I am always doing stupid things that I can’t control. Normally, I wouldn’t let the little things get to me, but now I feel like if I do one little thing wrong its going to tip me over the edge. I’ve never wanted to go back as to how I was like during University. But its getting worse and I think I should really see a doctor about it.
I am scaring myself more than anything. I feel like I’m caving in from pressure that I can’t escape from. It really is getting too much. Which is why I think its time to see if its just stress or something much more. I don’t want to worry other people but there is really a limit I can take.
Having this cough that I’ve had for two weeks now is annoying me. I know that worrying and stress isn’t helping but I don’t really know what else I can do. I am working a lot recently. So I’m not really relaxing and taking my mind off work related things. Its all building on top of one another.
I don’t want things to get really really bad as I don’t really know what I’m capable of. I just know that I am getting really close to my limit.






